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I, That Is...

6/1/2021

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I sometimes feel the identity of the "self" is too tenuous to hold. Who am I? Everything and everyone is but an ant trail, leading us from here to there.

Yet, we struggle so much in the name of ego, to prop up the self and its desire to be successful, fit in, stand out. 

Nonetheless--the joy and excitement of discovering parts of us that had never been seen before! That had never had the opportunity to play before! Each lifetime, each reality, overlapping and flowing and distinct—the awakening of remembering that takes place through form. 

This then. The constant dance between being born-taking form/letting go.

We get trapped in just one part of the equation, when the equation moves as a spiral.  

I made a vision board a few years ago--a reaching towards a kind of person, a kind of life. It draws in so much, and is still substantially true. Its associational links are embedded in me. The information is within. It functions today as a sort of lightboard, lighting up the paths and directions that move through those associational links. (Appropriately enough, both the vision board itself and its photos taken a few months ago seem to have disappeared, making it known that they are not ready to be shared.) 

How do I step lightly over the ego as a pilgrim on these paths? 

Here I am, still learning to sacrifice all notion of self/selves so that I can get closer to the infinitude that shimmers underneath it all.  
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